expressing anger in words

Hello blogger babes and dudes.


I know it has been a while since the last time i posted anything in here. I've been busy doing....err well doing nothing. But who cares, right ?


Maaf, post ini hanya sekadar luahan hati and also a way i express my frustration of what had happened today. seriously right now all i feel like doing is stabbing someone on the chest and bury them half-alive. cruel, i know.


i had to wait for two fucking hours. oh am sorry for my language, please ignore it for now. it's ridiculous i tell you, the most ridiculous thing i had to go through. the only bright side at that exact moment was thank god i had my phone with me. at least i can online !


giler rasa nak menyumpah menyampah nak muntah. nasib baik ada pakcik chinese ni yang baik dengan aku. dia asyik duk cakap 'adik i think you should go inside and ask them' and so on. He was really nice, no doubt. all my respect goes to him.


and to top it off, last skali diorang cakap, adik datang esok boleh ? IM LIKE DUDE ASAL TAK CAKAP DARI TADI LAGI ? BUANG MASA LA. huhhhhh. sabar rinee. and my response was oh esok ? yea sure okay. and i smiled, almost on the verge of crying. see i was being nice, im telling you, NICE ! and you treated me like crap. i didn't even complain about it to other people. i sat there quietly. oh gosh.



sabar rinee. this is one of His way to test your patience. sabar, mashaAllah. dengar lagu ini lah. suka lagu ni sangat-sangat. the meaning of this fuhhh memang deep. khas untuk awak.


also had an x-ray scan or whatever you called it today. i thought the x-ray thingy was gonna take like at least 15 minutes, but heck nooo, it was only a second ! like seriously, so freaking fast. HELLO TECHNOLOGY !

P/S : i had an x-ray today and they found you in my heart ! ♥

Persahabatan antara kawan.

Emo nya title. tsk tsk. sobs.

Peringatan : Kalau kau tak jiwang, kau jangan baca.


I knew that one day, whether i like it or not, the time will come for us to depart and i have to live my life with the absence of you in my sight. We all have chosen different routes, the route that will take us a step closer in fulfilling our dreams. We may be out of sight, we may be living miles away from each other but one thing i can promise you is that, you'll never leave my heart.

gambar ni sengaja di uploadkan sebab tengah marah kat dua orang ni
okay marah manja-manja, and diorang hanya kawan yer.

Thanks for all the memories we have created together. Soon when we're apart, at least i know that i have something i can cherish on everyday. Because we're so close to each other, because we share every details about each other, bidding farewell is the hardest thing to do.

Bila hampir tiap-tiap hari aku dengar suara kau, bila hampir tiap-tiap hari kita gossip, bila kau cakap kau rindu aku, bila hampir setiap kali kita end conversation kita pasti cakap i love you, bila kau forward balik mesej jiwang-jiwang yang aku hantar kat kau, bila kita kongsi segala masalah kita, bila kau call aku dulu cakap kau takut nak exam spm, bila kita nangis sama-sama, bila kita gelak sama-sama, bila kat sekolah kita pergi toilet berteman sampai 3-4 orang, bila cikgu boring dalam kelas aku kacau kau yang tengah khusyuk belajar, bila kita lepak kat sekolah sampat petang, bila kau makan jeruk dalam kelas then aku tolong cover dan giler banyak kenangan dengan kawan-kawan. If i were to write them all down, dang man, i probably need to stay awake for a whole year.

I love the similarities we have, because it makes us close, but the differences between us makes us even closer. Either way, we make a perfect combination. We breath the same air, live on the same land, pray to the same God, even those simple reasons make me love you even more. You guys seriously bring out the best in me. I love the friendship we have.

May Allah bless our friendship forever.

Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting. Dan aku tak nak kita lupa persahabatan ini, sebab bagi aku persahabatan ni terlalu berharga.


Emo nya minah ni malam-malam. K Bye.

Random Rinee

For the past few days, i have been listening to this song quite a lot of times and i don't even have any ideas why i keep listening to it. Probably because it's addictive, or perhaps the lyrics are meaningful to me ? 'The scars are gonna heal, but they're never gonna go away'.

This is gonna be a little bit out of the blue but if someone has ever hurt you whether it's physically or mentally, just forgive and forget. Never revenge and regret because revenge is never a way to solve problems. Let them deal with God in the afterlife. Let Him do the punishing, not you.


Yeah i can be random at times especially when i am terribly boring. So pardon me. And to that star i saw the other night, i love the way you shine brighter than the others. You light up my days and nights, and i miss you, a lot.




I'm 18 this year and it's never too old to listen to nursery rhymes. I miss my childhood memories, they helped shape me into the person i am today. :')

Cerita semalam, 2 Mei 2011.

ini sebenar cerita semalam, memang nak tulis semalam, tapi semalam letih and mood tak datang nak update blog. Ini cerita pasal kawan punya hari istimewa.





Sebelum tu, tahniah, Nur Inani Hishamuddin kerana telah genap lapan belas tahun. Aku dah tempah club khas untuk kau dan aku. HAHA. Semalam kitorang celebrate birthday awek cun ni lah, sepatutnya hari ini, tapi entah kenapa melayan kesibukan masing-masing terpaksa lah kitorang buat awal. A day earlier.

gambar with no motif whatsoever.

Sambut dekat kbmall jer. Giler punya idea main tepung dekat tangga 9. In case korang tak tahu, tangga 9 tu dekat tingkat atas sekali, yer tempat parking kereta. Pakcik guard, minta maaf yer kerana terpaksa bersihkan kotoran tepung yang kitorang guna. Bukan niatku untuk menambahkan kerja pakcik guard. Semua kena tepung, semua padan muka. Cun giler bila tengok semua rambut dah dye warna putih. Ada sorang dua kena icing biru, maaf yer. Tak sengaja. okay tipu, sengaja lahh ! haha.

gambar with no motif whatsoever dua.

Then, kitorang pun pergi ke medan selera dekat stadium sebab nak makan lebihan kek biru tu. Sorry lambat datang. Later petang tu, pergi main bowling dekat billion. Yang ni aku tak sempat nak join. Dah janji nak balik pukul 4 tepat. Sorry, johan longkang tak sempat nak join.


Tapi apapun, semalam memang hari yang paling indah dalam sejarah hidup aku. Mungkin ini last kitorang bergurau senda macam ni. Mungkin ini last kitorang berkumpul ramai-ramai. Nanti lepas ni, kitorang dah nak pergi hala tuju masing-masing. Pergi matrik, pergi universiti, form 6. Apapun choice korang, bila dah buat kawan baru tu, jangan lupa kawan lama. Emo nya minah ni.


Terima kasih untuk semalam. Serious aku sayang korang.


Awek-awek cun dan jejaka-jejaka kacak yang terlibat : Nadia, Afifah, Milin, Inani, Syahir, Shafiq, Shahrul, Syahmi. Eh baru perasan yang jejaka semua S. Serious sayang korang. dan awak.





pi es : sila terharu lah korang. sebab nak tulis blog post ni, aku sampai sanggup tak tengok Glee oh Puck kacak auww iloveyou. takper, takper, astro suka buat ulangan.

Laman Sosial, Twitter.

Flashback : Hari tu minah jakun ni terasa nak buat twitter. Jay Park cakap, follow my twitter, it's the easiest way to stalk me. auww kan? Minah jakun ni pulak dah tergila-gilakan Jay tu, apa lagi, buat twitter lah. Tahniah.


Oke oke. Nak cerita pasal twitter. Hari tu kan kan, aku tengok tv series British kat Nickelodeon (jangan kutuk Nickelodeon yer babes dudes. You are never too old for cartoons). Tajuk cerita tuh House of Anubis tapi ni bukan lah cerita cartoon pun, cerita ni pasal mystery Anubis yang entah apa berkaitan dengan Egypt. Lepas tengok terus download semua episode dekat Pirate Bay yaww.

Sekali tengok, dah teraddict sebab hero-hero kacak, heroin-heroin lawa. Jealous kan? Plot pun menarik. oke oke, so back pasal twitter tuh. I actually tweeted one of the cast from the Anubis House. auwww. Ok ok so beranikan diri la ni nak tweet Ana Mulvoy-Ten yang pegang watak Amber Millington dalam cerita tuh. So kebetulan masa tu, dia tengah online. auww.

sesiapa yang tak kenal, ini Ana Mulvoy-Ten.

Gila kalut nak tweet dia. AND EVENTUALLY I DID. finger crossed, tunggu reply, kalau ada. Diorang kan artis, confirm busy, peminat berjuta enam, selalu dapat fan mail dari seluruh dunia, takkan nak reply semua kan? Sabo je lah.


Tunggu punya tunggu, '2 new tweets'. Oke tarik nafis, hembus, tarik nafas lagi. Tekan butang tuh, OMG TERKEJUT SIOT HAPPY TAK TERKATA ! Rasa macam nak lompat lompat jer. Rasa nak menangis jer. Rasa nak beli hadiah kasi kat dia jer.



I feel so fly like a G6. HAHA.


Ehem, ehem tengok gambar kat bawah ni yer, dan sila lah berjealous. Auww.


And now, i'm officially a fan of Ana Mulvoy-Ten.
Really really look up to her now. Sayang dia, tapi lagi sayangkan Jay Park dan awak.


pi es : tetiba teringat dekat kawan yang gila exited bila Imran Ajmain reply tweet dia. Tahniah la kamu. Jom kita lompat lompat ! :)

My JPA interview experience.

Alert : This is going to be a long post.

Kalau dulu-dulu, selalu jer baca pengalaman pelajar lepasan sekolah lain kena interview. Baca kat blog, dekat laman pendidikan semua tu. Dalam hati, wah, nak jugak go through benda-benda macam ni dalam hidup. Macam best jer kan.


So the other day, masa 8 April 2011. Gementar giler bukak page JPA, nk check sama ada aku ni kena shortlisted untuk interview atau tidak. So i applied for perubatan PILN. Nak sangat buat medic, but the question is do i have what i takes to become a doctor ? insyaAllah.


Alhamdulillah shortlisted. Bahagia macam on cloud nine. Masa tu jugak jawab soalan online. Giler banyak punya soalan. Ada dua bahagian, A dan B. Bahagian A tuh dalam lebih kurang 245 soalan, then bahagian B dalam lebih kurang 290 soalan. Aha, giler banyak kan ?


So interview bertarikh 12 April 2011, bertempat Hospital Universiti Sains Malaysia, pukul 8.50 pagi. So kat sini nak cerita lah pengalaman pertama kali kena interview. WAHH WAHH WAHH.


Masa sampai sana, terus jer daftar, dekat kampus USM. Masa tu dah ramai orang, okay jumpa kawan sekolah lama. Rindu la. So lepas daftar, orang JPA tu ada cakap, dik tunggu dulu yer sebab sekarang ni interview untuk interviewee pukul 8. So im like takper, datang awal, tengok keadaan semua, buat hilang tension nervous.


Pejam celik pejam celik, dah pukul 8.45. Aku di tempatkan dalam Panel 2, bersama 4 lagi calon lain. So kiranya dalam satu panel tu ada 5 orang lah (3 Medicine, 1 Dentistry, 1 Pharmacy). So masuk jer bilik tuh, fuhhhh sejuk la weii. Ada 3 interviewer. Then diorang perkenalkan diri. Kalau tak silap, yang kat tengah tu doktor, yang sorang tu pensyarah Uitm, dan yang sorang lagi tuh entah dah lupa. hik3. Tiga-tiga interviewer tu lelaki.

Panel 2 ni kumpulan biru, warna favourite tuh. auww cun kan? Yang paling cun, dah la panel 2, dapat pulak no 2. aii aiii kenapa la no awal-awal. Yang ni tak lehh blahh la sebab kalau no akhir, at least buleh jugak nk curi satu dua idea interviewee lain kan? HAHA.


So firstly tu self introduction dalam bahasa mat salleh. Yang ni okay la sebab memang dah practise kat rumah. Tapi english-english ni memang lemah la. So kat sini nak summarise soalan yang interviewer tuh tanya.

1) What course did you choose and why ?
2) Patriotism in foreign countries.
3) Kerajaan atau swasta ?
4) Kenapa nak pergi oversea dan tak nak further dalam Malaysia ?
5) Why should JPA send you ?
6) Kenapa ramai yang dah habis belajar tapi tak nak balik ?
7) Studying oversea is longer compare to Malaysia, your opinion ?


I think that was all. The questions weren't 100% asked like that, but from my perspective, that's how i see it, so i answered them according to how i understand it. Thank God we didn't have any current issue questions. Or else i'm just gonna sit there with my mouth open as i wait for the interview to end.

my rate : 6/10.

I know i could have done a million times better. It was all impromptu. None of us knew what the questions were gonna be like, so my advice to all the interviewee, just be moderate, be mature (even if you're not, just act mature for the sake of your future), smile throughout the interview and don't be afraid to voice out your opinions in anything.


to be continued...

Hari special tak baik menyumpah.

Dah macam berabad tak update apa-apa kat blog ni kan? sekarang macam dah busy la. Sibuk buat ini sibuk buat itu, tu tak termasuk kemalasan yang berleluasa lagi.


Tapi hari ni nekad nak update blog, sebab hari ni hari special aku. yeep, kau dah lapas belas yer Rinee. Takper dah tak underage, kalau nak kahwin pun dah legal. sukaaaa nyaaaa.

Okay okay, nak cakap pasal youtube sebenarnya. Korang-korang pernah yer teringin sangat nak tengok satu video ni dalam youtube, tak kisah la video apa sekalipun, then search punya search WAHH DAH TERJUMPA ! excited punya lah top, then cepat-cepat tutup tab tab yang lain. Yer ah sebab tak nak bagi loading lambat ke haper.


Dengan penuh semangat kan, korang aper lagi, tekan link video tuh. Masa ni tengah senyum la, sampai ke telinga then tunggu punya tunggu, keluar la benda hitam ni.

eh ehh menyampah nyer uploader ni.


haha, tak ke rasa nak bunuh orang ? eh giler punya uploader buat tak available pulak kat negara aku. Masa ni memang senyuman ayu manis tu hilang terus. Rasa nak kutuk-kutuk jer uploader ni. Apa yang special sangat sampai kena buat private segala ni? Kau tahu menyampah? HAHA.


Memang eii eiii eii kalau lah hari ni bukan hari istimewa sedunia, aku dah lama menyumpah sakan minah/mamat nie. Haha tapi tak, aku baik. heeee serious, tak tipu. haha. okay sabo rinee sabo. Kiter bako jer dia.


p/s : tahun ni sambut birthday sorang-sorang. pakwe takleh balik, kena buat show dekat US. Dia kan penyanyi. of course, hebat kan? HAHA. okay, ps ni tipu.

I'm 18 and I'm a mother

Yes, it's true. Infact, i'm a mother of two babies. I know, it's so cool.

My dad actually bought me these two babies during chinese new year so it's like chinese new year present or something. And no worries it's not illegal, because the government actually allow you to do something like this, o yeah, well at least here in my country.


Babes and dudes sekalian jangan salah faham, ni bukan kes jualan bayi, no it's not homosapien. My dad wouldn't do something like that. Haha ni mesti dah terpedaya kan? Actually the babies i was referring to was hedgehog. Korang kenal Sonic the hedgehog? Yer haiwan comel tu la, mini landak. Sangat cute dan sangat comel.


Papa beli dua ekor. So cepat-cepat nak kasi nama la kan, my kawan ada suggested nama Kibod, yang ni panjang cerita, jadi sangat lah malas nak tulis kat sini. I thought of naming the other one Queen but my brother insisted of using the name Dazzle instead of Queen. And so being a good sister like i always am, i agreed to his demand (since it wasn't really a suggestion). Bwahaha.

So ini Kibod. This was when my dad first bought him, which was a while ago. Yeah, i know he looks really aggressive in this picture. And the quills are kinda sharp. Pada awalnya memang dia sangat takutkan rinee, aku muka macam penjahat ke? Jangan la takut baby baby.

Haaa, yang ni gambar latest. Took this picture after giving him a warm bath. Cute kan? Makin comel sekarang maybe sebab feed mealworms so jadi chubby sikit. Takper, tuan dia pun bukan kurus sangat. HAHAHA. Nanti kita diet together yer baby. I tried rotating this picture, but it just didn't work out. Sorry.


Gambar baby yang satu lagi, Dazzle, cannot be uploaded sebab dia macam cute on the outside but aggressive in the inside so bila nk picture-picture jer terus lari. Macam dia kenal jer camera, waaaaa baby bajet artis eh? Ok lah, kalau macam tu mummy jadi mamarazzi.


Yupe that's it. My babies.
I love you Kibod Dazzle.

masa Jepun-Jepun dulu

tadi, macam biasa rutin aku hari-hari, mesti tengok balik folder-folder gambar yang diwujudkan dekat wall desktop ni. Bila dah tengok jer, mesti teringat kat memori lama. Rindu memori lama. Oh yer memang, Rinee ni suka berpegang pada memori dulu kala.

"Those who don't remember the history are condemned to repeat it"

Quote di ambil dari buku sejarah sekolah. Kalau bercakap pasal teknologi yang advance awesome habis kan, sah-sah negara Jepun terbayang dalam kepala kan? Haa, makanya aku kat sini nak cakap masa dulu kala, time aku kat jepun, aku ada pergi toilet kat satu restaurant ni, nama restaurant tu, entah dah lupa.


Okay ceritanya macam ni, masa pergi toilet, aku nampak ada satu notis ni. Nasib dalam bahasa mat salleh, faham jugak lah aku pun. So masuk toilet, baca notis tuh, tergelak sorang-sorang. HAHA. cepat-cepat keluarkan camera, then ambik gambar.

tandas wanita

Dalam hati, niat nak tunjuk kat adik-adik lelaki dan papa yang tak boleh masuk dalam tandas wanita la kan. Semangat giler kot aku time tu.


Berlari-lari anak, aha tak leh blahh, aku pun tunjuk la gambar ni kat adik-adik aku and papa sekali. Tersenyum kitorang kat meja makan. Macam cute kan? AHA. Adik aku kata, eh eh kat tandas lelaki pun ada notis macam ni. Aku pun apa lagi, nah adik, pergi ambil gambar notis tu.


Adik yang baik menurut perintah kakak. So adik aku pun snap snap la notis tu. Gambarnya seperti di bawah.

tandas lelaki

Okay sedikit blur. Mungkin adik aku nervous kot masa tu? Tapi apepun terima kasih sebab sudi menurut perintah kakak mu. I love you.


Haa, macam cute kan notis-notis yang tertampal dekat tandas di jepun ni kan? Yer, babes dan dudes sekalian kalau nak tengok notis ni dengan mata sendiri, boleh la singgah-singgah ke tandas di Jepun yer. Somewhere dekat daerah Tokyo.


Bila tandas kat Malaysia nak ada notis macam ni? Or dah ada tapi aku tak perasan?

Driving test, Ujian memandu.

Hari ni hari yang paling 'nerve-wrecking moment' untuk pemegang-pemegang lesen L, okay maybe bukan untuk semua tapi yang pasti untuk aku. Nervous yang tak berkesudahan. Tapi semalam tidur okay jer. Takde pulak gangguan ke apa.


Test jpj. Penting kan? Mana tak nya, kalau lulus jer dah boleh nak racing-racing dengan minah rempit kat luar sana. Kalau takder lesen mana boleh, kena arrest kat polis la nanti, illegal driving and racing. Okay itu bukan topiknya. Tadi test jpj sepatutnya dalam pukul 10.30 tapi delay-delay macam flight airasia ke aper, tgk-tgk dah kul 11++.


Dapat no 20. Number ni bitter sweet. Satu part lulus, satu lagi gagal. Bitter sweet kan?

Aku tak lulus part driving kat atas jalan raya tu. Dapat 13/20 jer. Komen dalam paper tuh fuhh panjang giler. Tapi jpj aku tak de la macam dalam gambar kat atas ni. Dia xde la nak marah ke apa, dia just duduk diam from starting sampai la habis. Sunyi sepi, macam romantik pulak kan? Kalau ada sinaran bulan, wow perfect.


Auww aku tahu kenapa tak lulus, sebab dia nak date dgn aku lagi la tu. Okay tipu, gedik sangat. Dia tulis dalam paper tu, aku buat kesalahan mandatori (sp). Okay bila aku buat? Tak ingat pun.


Nasib baik yang litar punya lulus. Kalau tak memang aku @bfafb&$&basdc ! HAHA.

Aku fail kali ni. Tak per, bukan nya aku akan suicide pun sebab gagal. Aku just duduk sorang-sorang mengenang nasib, mengira bilangan titisan mata gitu jer. Dah fail kali ni, hopefully nanti second time aku lulus la pulak. Hopefully.


InsyaAllah.

pictures are credited to google.

You're still beautiful, okay sweet.

semalam syok-syok lepak kat youtube, terjumpa la satu video ni.

habis tengok jer, terus tunjuk kat mama. apa lagi, mama pun dengan sempoi segalanya join tengok.


habis video tu, mama terus komen. negative feedback pulak tu. katanya mama buat apa cari laki yang macam ni, dia nak kat perempuan tu sebab dia cantik jer. kalau nak cari laki tue, cari la yang suka kat kita because of our inner beauty, bukan sebab luaran.


ehem mama, anak mama ni suruh tengok sebab nak tunjuk betapa sweetnya lelaki tu jer sebenarnya. Mesej video tu tak sampai kot. Sebab tu mama tak faham. Mana nak cari laki macam tu mama. You're still beautiful. Tak ke sweet tu? auwwww. terasa gedik sekejap.

okay ni sekadar gambar hiasan. macam la aku faham bahasa korea.

lepak-lepak lagi kat youtube, jumpa yang original punya. okay no wonder video kat atas tu cakap remake.


dua-dua pun sweeeeeeet.



sweet kan kan kan? jom guling-guling tengok video nie. hero yang ni handsome kan? gedik mood dah datang balik yawww. HAR HAR.


okay bye, off to piano class. nanti lewat kena marah kat papa. :'(


zhai jian

Life is one big road with lots of signs

In a certain point in our lives, whether it was the last few hours, yesterday, two days ago, last year and so on, we must have atleast once, or twice, felt like giving up, or even worse, felt like ending our lives.

gambar ni amat menakutkan, kan? sorry terpaksa guna.

Maybe you haven't, but i have. It's the moment where everything just seems so wrong. The moment where everything fail to impress you - you failed in everything you do continuously, being called names by other people, being teased, being judged, being ignored by your own friends, being bullied and the list just go on.


And in your mind, the only solution to end this problem once and for all is to just suicide. Once your dead, you don't have to worry about these problems anymore. You can just rest in peace, or at least that's what you think. But hey, remember this, God doesn't make mistakes.

He made you, and for surely it wasn't a mistake. You were destined to live, even everyone has a reason to live. When you're facing a problem, just compare that problem to bigger ones, and you will somehow see that life is a lot easier.


Screw people who bullied you, who called you names, who called you a bitch, fat, ugly or black. The only way to revenge, is to be better than them. Maybe not physically, but mentally. Be better than them in education. Show them who's the boss in the future. They are the perfect ones now, but beauty doesn't last forever.

Everyone has a reason to live, you just have to find it. And as for me, the reason i want to keep living is because i'm thankful to God for blessing me with a wonderful family who loves me just the way i am.

Sekeping gambar membawa seribu makna.

So don't give up in life. Giving up is for cowards. Smile and stand up with pride. We all have a meaning and function in this world, because God just doesn't make mistakes.


pictures are from tumblr and google, minus the last one.

sini sana, korean wave.

sedang menulis ini sambil mendengar lagu Ricky Martin - yes, i know dia memang tersangat hot. Who knows maybe tiba-tiba datang ilham atau idea untuk guna ayat-ayat yang agak sophisticated sikit kan?


Tadi, i was going through my folder dekat desktop computer ni. Then terjumpa satu gambar yang membawa sejuta satu maksud. Itu gambar masa zaman muda, takde lah muda sangat pun sebab gambar tu tahun 2009, sekarang kan dah 2011.

so this is the picture :

haha, buruk gila tulisan.

kenapa ambil gambar macam ni?


Okay so here's the story behind the picture. Back in 2009, the ex-leader of 2PM, Park Jaebeom or better known as Jay Park, telah menarik diri dari kumpulan yang agak hot tu. Kalau nak cerita kenapa dia tarik diri semua tu, fuhh, memang beyond my will la sebab cerita dia memang panjang, okay takde la sepanjang sinetron indonesia tu, tapi agak panjang jugak la.

And after Jay tarik diri, salah satu admin dari 2PM official international website keluarkan statement untuk buat video footage pasal peminat Jay from all over the world, you know, just to show our forever lasting love for him, and also to support him dalam semua keputusan yang dia buat. So ada peminat jay sorang ni from that site suruh saya buat jugak, since i'm also, kinda, his biggest fan. So saya buat la.


Rules and regulations nya amat lah mudah. Just ambil gambar message yang ingin di sampaikan kepada Jay beserta bendera negara anda, tourist destination di negara anda atau basically anything that can represent the country you are from. anda faham? mudah kan. Sebab tu ada gambar bendera Malaysia kat belakang tu. ehem bendera tu dulu saya pinjam dari kelas 4 Damai. Yer bendera Malaysia, bukan bendera Amerika.


So yeah, lepas siap, i just submitted the picture. Easy. And don't ask me about the video footage tu sebab ever since Jay keluar dari 2PM, and selepas saya submit jer gambar nie, saya jarang dah ke website tu. So i don't know if they actually include my picture in the video or not, but who cares, since i just did it for fun. weeeeee fun nyaaa.

okay, lagu Ricky Martin dah habis. Nampak tak tattoo Jay yang tulis JWALKERZ tu? well, in case korang tak tahu, Jwalkerz tu official name untuk peminat setia Jay. Jwalkerz seluruh dunia memang hebat!


Ini semua kenangan masa 2009. I still like Jay and i'm totally proud of it. May your career go no where but up.

Hello, pickup lines.

oh yeah, the cheesy corny pickup lines.

i was reading this fanfiction in soompi. yupe, it's a forum where it's mainly dedicated to all those die-hard kpop fans. but they also have some non-kpop related topics. okay promote promote. by the way, where was i? oh yeah the fan fiction.


was reading the fanfic made by a few soompiers, and i can't help but to notice the pickup lines they used in their fanfics, well not all but some of it. Not that i am against it or anything, it's just that sometimes, i wonder why girls fall for those cheesy corny pickup lines. I'm a girl, and i just don't understand it. Oh, i'm so confused.



"Your lips look so lonely. Would they like to meet mine?"

"Good thing i brought my library card, because i'm checking you out"

"You must be from Pearl Habour, because baby you're da bomb"

"You remind me of a magnet, because you sure are attracting me over here"


okay stop. four is enough. So you do get my point here, right? To be honest those are not exactly the pickup lines in the fanfics, because obviously i can't remember the exact words or something but still, you get my point right? Please say yes!


So i hope anyone is kindly enough to explain to me why a few, not all, girls like guys who use those cheesy pickup lines to flirt with them. I am just so confused. Guys can always be honest and just confess to the girl, i think i like you.


I know this is kinda lame. I am so confused and bored. At the same time. wowwww. and oh yeah, just so you know, my babies are getting bigger now. I think it's because i treat them mealworms. yummmmmy.


zhai jian

school and its uniform

i've been updating my blog quite often lately. woww, rinee, you must be really bored, aren't you? my gawd, i pity your boring life.


stop it right there. my life is not boring. or dull. i lead a wonderful life, well sometimes. I live my life, sorta, like a vampire lately, you know waking up when the sun is no longer on top of your head, sleeping when the roosters started to make the cock a doodle doo sound and so on. except, i don't sleep in coffins and i don't drink blood. yupe, fun it is.

anyway, all of those are out of topic. what i was trying to write here actually was that, i was going through my friendship folder, and i found a few pictures of me and my friends webcamming (there is such word, right?) in school uniform. i just thought of sharing it here.

i don't remember when we took this picture and why was i wearing the semenza shirt but oh well who cares, i still love this picture anyway. hmm though i still wonder was it 2009 or 2010. Man, i sure do have a short term memory.

this picture was taken using afifah's laptop web camera on the last day of school in 2009. The girl on the upper right, yeah the one wearing tudung with the sic's badge, yeah, she's from sms muar, johor. she's not from sic, don't get her wrong. peace.

and this picture, lastly, was taken in 2008 after the PMR examination. We all certainly did our best in the examination, didn't we? to be honest, i think 2008 was the best year for me so far.


and that's it. there are a lot more pictures in the friendship folder, but i just feel like sharing a few. the name of the folder, haha, friendship folder, sounds a little bit corny, isn't it? HAHA. yeah, i know i can be a little bit corny sometimes, thus explains the corny folder name. rawr.

everybody let's go ooooooouuuuu, i found this picture in a popular social web. the web shall be kept as a secret coughTUMBLRcough. heeee. it's a nice school uniform isn't it? this kinda uniform makes the students look more mature, neat and well, gorgeous? yeah i can't think of any word but beautiful isn't it?


i love it. and i'm out. peace.


zhai jian